Confession- my dad fucking pisses me off. He asked what I wanted for my birthday, and I saidone direction tickets. He said he would ask my step mom to help find some. I toldhim the website, the amount of money it was, AND the section I wanted. All he had to do was go online and buy them. I told him this a month ago. I called today andasked if he got the tickets, and he said no. I asked why, and he said he didn't know how to go online and buy them. I asked why he didn't have my step mo help him since she buys stuff online a lot and he said he didnt want to put off his problems on her anymore. I told him it wasn't a problem, it was the ONLY thing I wanted for my birthday, and that I doubt she would mind helping me, and he didn't answer. I'm so pissed. Hes treated me like crap, first on my birthday FORGETTING my age, then when I said I was 14 he said that explains all the nastiness, and now this. Not to mention the shit he does to me in Florida. I'm so fucking sick of him. Im here crying because ofhowmuch I was looking forward to the 1D concert. The tickets in the section I wanted are now sold out, so that leaves 2 other crappier sections to get tickets from, which I doubt he'll get. Fucking pisses me off. I wasn't asking for much! I didn't ask for him to search everywhere for tickets. I GAVEHIM ALL OF THE FUCKING INFORMATION. All he had to do was buy them. But no, he couldn't even do that (or remember my fucking age) for his daughter.
Another confession- Well fuck. I'm losing yet ANOTHER one of my better friends due to military. I hope she moves to the same place Tybee's going to, 'cause I have a good chance of visiting them if my dad isn't a completedick. I hate living in a city where most of my friends are military. I've lost so many friends. So many have just forgot about me. I just hope Tybee and I stay best friends and my twinney and I keep in touch.... :'c