NVM I AM DONE BEING PARANOID!

As much as I like my name and as much as I hate to confuse people, I am changing my username due to my paranoia about internet destroying my future..I am unsure what I am changing it to but it's gonna change soon...
I know, I don't like changing it either but my name is too valuable for me or will be to valuable in the near future for me to have even a nick name on the internet, I don't want people to find me here because if they find me they will judge me...I've even thought about deleted to protect my name but I know that it would still come up as a guest so it wouldn't matter, it's not that I want to leave, it's that I'm afraid of the things I've posted here affecting my real life... =/
I love you all and sorry if I've confused anyone, it'll still be me, but you can't call me by what you know me by except in PM...sorry about this but paranoia and fear's got the best of me...I even deleted my old Facebook and made a new one due to this fear...