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Re: CONFESSIONS (FRIVOLOUS)
« Reply #1965 on: October 04, 2015, 02:29:47 PM »

It stressed me out that I've never had a girlfriend :/ The prospect of getting married just seems super far away for me, which is kind of depressing.
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Re: CONFESSIONS (FRIVOLOUS)
« Reply #1966 on: October 04, 2015, 02:30:52 PM »

Chill man, it's okay. People put a lot of pressure on people to always be in a relationship, but it's really okay. Can get lonely though so I definitely get that :/
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Re: CONFESSIONS (FRIVOLOUS)
« Reply #1967 on: October 04, 2015, 02:31:17 PM »

Marriage and relationships are for nerds

I really want a wedding but I don't want a marriage. I think i'll just be a wedding planner if this paleontology shiz doesn't work out
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Re: CONFESSIONS (FRIVOLOUS)
« Reply #1968 on: October 04, 2015, 02:31:56 PM »

You would be a fantastic wedding planner. I'd hire you.
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Re: CONFESSIONS (FRIVOLOUS)
« Reply #1969 on: October 04, 2015, 02:32:20 PM »

Aw thank you. I'd plan you the best wedding
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Re: CONFESSIONS (FRIVOLOUS)
« Reply #1970 on: October 04, 2015, 02:34:25 PM »

Helicopters?
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Re: CONFESSIONS (FRIVOLOUS)
« Reply #1971 on: October 04, 2015, 02:35:08 PM »

It has nothing to do with other people's expectations, and everything to do with how I want my life to be. I want to have that emotionally intimate relationship with someone. It's hard to explain. Although sometimes I think my happiness is too strongly based on my need for the that closeness.
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« Reply #1972 on: October 04, 2015, 02:36:15 PM »

You would be! You planned dances, right?

This reminds me of the Doctor Who quote about you humans being obsessed with relationships :P Honestly, for me it's the opposite, everyone around me is doing relationships and I'm like, no thx plz
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« Reply #1973 on: October 04, 2015, 02:37:28 PM »

It has nothing to do with other people's expectations, and everything to do with how I want my life to be. I want to have that emotionally intimate relationship with someone. It's hard to explain. Although sometimes I think my happiness is too strongly based on my need for the that closeness.

I get what you mean. Kind of like a very specific loneliness right? Like entirely distinct from friends or family?

You would be! You planned dances, right?

This reminds me of the Doctor Who quote about you humans being obsessed with relationships :P Honestly, for me it's the opposite, everyone around me is doing relationships and I'm like, no thx plz

Raspact. Dating in high school is awkward and overrated.
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« Reply #1974 on: October 04, 2015, 02:37:47 PM »

Helicopters?
yES. IT'LL BE A CORTEZ WEDDING. haven't we had this conversation

You would be! You planned dances, right?

This reminds me of the Doctor Who quote about you humans being obsessed with relationships :P Honestly, for me it's the opposite, everyone around me is doing relationships and I'm like, no thx plz
Yes, yes I did. Many.

You'll get that luke, you just gotta be patient.
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« Reply #1975 on: October 04, 2015, 02:40:02 PM »

Helicopters?
yES. IT'LL BE A CORTEZ WEDDING. haven't we had this conversation

You would be! You planned dances, right?

This reminds me of the Doctor Who quote about you humans being obsessed with relationships :P Honestly, for me it's the opposite, everyone around me is doing relationships and I'm like, no thx plz
Yes, yes I did. Many.

You'll get that luke, you just gotta be patient.

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Hang in there man.
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Re: CONFESSIONS (FRIVOLOUS)
« Reply #1976 on: October 04, 2015, 02:40:25 PM »

I know. I just really don't want to wait any longer. But at the same time I understand that I need to focus on just bettering myself and getting over some of my anxiety and building more confidence. I need to find who I really am.

Now, most of the time I think it would be easier to do this if I had a girlfriend, but bleh. I just really need to get more comfortable saying whatever I want and not caring what other people say.
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Re: CONFESSIONS (FRIVOLOUS)
« Reply #1977 on: October 04, 2015, 02:42:02 PM »

You'll find it eventually. It's a slow process but it'll work out, promise :)
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Re: CONFESSIONS (FRIVOLOUS)
« Reply #1978 on: October 04, 2015, 02:45:21 PM »

But I prefer immediate satisfaction and response. I don't want to have to wait, especially after I have been waiting so long :P
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Re: CONFESSIONS (FRIVOLOUS)
« Reply #1979 on: October 04, 2015, 02:47:07 PM »

Okay. Okay Luke lets look at me right now as an example. Two years of no physical contact whatsoever right okay so then I had that and I went too far and remember me crying to you? Yeah. Yeah. Don't be hasty, okay? Not worth it
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