Aw she's cute!

Friv Confession: I have been taking my pills again and getting up early and oh boy these things are starting to
hurt because oh boy I'm starting to feel things like stress and anxiety and joy and I've cried a couple of times [my tear ducts are usually dried up gutters in the desert so my eyes feel better now] and I'm feeling Dreams again? And I'm feeling the urge to restart old projects and oh SHIT son I've started another book and it's about romance and this one I think I'm gonna finish and I feel like doing so much roleplaying with you guys cause I used to just come on here as part of my numb routine but now I'm remembering that I feel so much feelings for you guys [Yes that is totally me admitting a crush on all of you, we dating now, I'm the forum celebrity crush* so be honored peasants] and I wanna reconnect with you guys on here and go places with my friends out of here and travel again and I'm starting to feel such a hunger for life and hugs and writing and music and I'm listening to a song now and it's almost making me CRY?? Feelings? What is this. And yeah. Life is happening to me again, all it took was doing the right thing, who knew?
Meep.
*Which is a joke I just remembered! Because I'm remembering stuff from a long time ago again!